The One Where Everything Began To Calm

The One Where Everything Began To Calm

"NEVER GIVE UP ON THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE. LOVE IS SO INCREDIBLY POWERFUL."

A beautiful friend send me this phrase a while ago.  It reflects everything that I believe in.  It makes my eyes all teary, (I'm such on an emotional roller coaster nowadays).. too fragile to think.  It's the best phrase I ever got this week.  It meant a lot.

It breaks my heart to see my love in an unexplainable condition.  Bad things are happening almost everyday, like falling into some kind of curse.  He looks so thin and frail, dark circles starts to form around his little eyes, flaky lips and piraty teeth. He reminds me more of a teeny version of Jack Sparrow. I could feel the bumps on his spine and it's poking thru his skin, that's not healthy. I've never seen him in this kind of condition before. He looks lifeless and weak. I try not to cry in front of him, I don't want to add up his sorrow.  I want him to be happy when he sees me.  Nuthing else.  He needs my support and he has my dedication.  He's gone thru a lot and he's still standing and bravely lift his spirit up to keep his dreams alive.  What ever condition or form he is in, I DON'T CARE, he will still be the man that I love all this years. Enough said. 

Been so tied up with work, participating in exhibitions and such.  My mind is more focus on work and thankfully I love what I do.  This is a very tired week and I'm looking forward to relax and sleep this weekend.

Hmm.. my aunt will board the plane and travel to Eastern Europe tonight.  May she have a save journey.

My Willy Wonka sends me a nice testi today.. thank you so much :)

Have a nice weekend and happy Friday!

p.s:  I sayang you.