The One Where I'm No Where

The One Where I'm No Where

Heyaa..  it's Monday morning and I'm feeling like I'm the MOST fragile person ever.

I could NOT afford to think about negative thoughts right now 'cause I will break down easily.  I could NOT afford to be UNHAPPY 'cause it will tear my heart apart.  I could NOT afford to be misunderstood 'cause I know I will only hurt myself.

Imagine waking up everyday and feel very weak. I need to be fed by happy thoughts all the way.  I need to focus on something to keep my mind away.  Keep in mind that I don't use any kind of substance to keep myself occupied,  I'm fighting with my emotions that's slowly beginning to control myself.  I'm happy that I have this stable job that keep me busy. And that's good as I'm very dedicated in whatever things that I do. And I'm very, very much thankful about that. 

Gladly, I can detect my weakness early and I can find my cure.  I'm aware on what I'm doing and alhamdulillah I'm still here, writing eagerly on my blog.

Thank you for another day, thank you sunshine. :)