The One Where I'm Defining Myself
08.14.05 (9:49 pm) [edit]PUPUS - by Dewa
Aku tak mengerti, apa yang kurasa
rindu yang tak pernah begitu hebatnya
aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tau
meski kau takkan pernah tau
aku persembahkan hidupku untukmu
telah ku relakan, hatiku padamu
namun kau masih bisu, diam seribu bahasa
dan hati kecilku bicara
Reff :
baru kusadari cintaku bertepuk sebelah tangan
kau buat remuk sluruh hatiku
semoga waktu akan mengilhami sisi hatimu yang beku
semoga akan datang keajaiban hingga akhirnya kaupun mau
aku mencintaimu lebih dari yang kau tau
meski kau takkan pernah tau
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Been listening to this song and I might say it does effects me in every way. Hell! I know what I'm doing so just let me handle my life okies.
Enough of the sad part let's get into the good ones.
My youngest brother turnd 11 last Friday and we celebrated his birthday in Chili's. It was nice, the whole family was there.. I miss these kinds of moments really.. I'm glad we do celebrate birthdays. My brother was extremely happy, well the folks in Chili's sang him the birthday song. It was cool.
I wish him well, "Happy Birthday Izhar".
One of my guy "friend" got married today. He's married to the most sweetest-richest girl in town.. they've met like 2 weeks and fell in love.. hmmm.. it was unlikely like him to get married that fast.. he has no stable job and he's workshop has closed due to unforseen circumstances... he's a sweet talker and believe me he has the charm of a gentlement.. luckily my friends and I knew who he was and be extra careful when he's around. I will always remember him as the guy who mocked me and Alang about getting old and end up as a spinster. He has hurt our feelings and that is unforgiven. hmmmm, I wish his wife goodluck!... nuthing else... life goes on...
I get a chance to replace two of my fasting days this weekend, have 5 more days to go.. ahaks.. have to stay home and sleep.. hihihihi
My pretty cousin, Kak Nasha's wedding is coming up in the next two weeks and I'll be the one who will give out the "bunga telur" to all the guest.. hihiih... it's a kid's job but someone got to do it.. eventually it's gonna be me.
hmm.. see how that goes..
alrighty.. take care people...