The One With The FLU & Blurry Vision
07.21.04 (8:00 pm) [edit]oh heck... I'm getting my BIG dose of flu...
Can't seem to do anything right today.. I try my best to finish checking on my student's assignment before 6pm.. yeahhhh I did it...... eventhough.. my flu was getting worse...
hate it...
My eyes went all blurry today on the right side.. that's why I feel so uncomfortable to even walk today.. arhggg.. I don't have any sufficient money to change my lenses... I hope my mom would pay for the lenses.. hihihi.. I still much depends on my parents if I want something.... luckily they really understand my situation..
But for me... I rather asked my dad for support cause he doesn't ask much on how I would spend the money.. if I asked..he just gave it to me.. no question asked... hmm.. but it's gonna be a bit hard if I wanna asked it from my mom.. she would have all these questions throwing at me... she sometimes give me guilty feelings.. hihihi... that's wut mom's do right?????..... the financial ministry of my family....
yeah... yeah... I know.. she's doing that for the good of mankind... :).... but I love her anyway....
My flu is getting so bad right now... I think I would have an MC tomorrow..
So people... I will sign off right now... see yaa around..
Another BORING Tuesday evening!
07.20.04 (8:05 pm) [edit]Being neglecting my baby blog for quite a while now... yeah... I'm starting to get my monthly sickness again.. I'm NOT referring to my p.m.s thingy but.. yeah.. I have a very low metabolism..so my body ain't that strong people...
arghhh... everyone in the office seem to be sick.. one had a fever.. one had a flu and I had both of it.. kinda lethal in my case... everything gone haywire...
my life is kinda ok rihgt now... I'm making the DVD peddlers rich.. and richer everyday.. hihihi... I'm bought lots of DVD's nowadays.. (there goes my money... but I'm still whining like shit!)
hmmm... bought IRobot today.. hope it's good.. Mean Girls was ok.. relatively funny and yes very much entertaining...
I'm in the lab right now.. just making my Yahoo! Avatar.. kinda cool.. my Avatar looks gorgeous.. she had great body and a sense of style... shoot wish I was her in real life... hihihihihi.. damn I created her...
My room is about 80% finished..now it's only left for me to clean and tidy it up.. put some decorations... 70's style as planned... and yeah "The Movie Room" thingy had to be postponed... I'm broke..not that broke.. just I don't have sufficient money to buy the BIG tv set yet.. ouch!!!!..... that hurts a lot...
Keep dreaming about my CINTA for a while right now... kinda weird when I have recurring dreams about him so often these days... well.. I supposed it was just my feeling... I just have a BIG HUNCH that something will happened BUT I don't know wut and why yet!!!... kinda eeerie... I'm a bit scared..
I hope..(really crossing my fingers while typing this).. that "THAT something" will be something that I've been waiting all this while.... hmmmm...
I just don't know... pray for me people....
Being A Major Egoist
07.13.04 (7:45 pm) [edit][u][b]Egoists Phrases For Today![/b][/u]
[b]If nobodys perfect i must be nobody [/b]
[b]My opinions may have changed, but not the fact that I am right. [/b]
[b]Remember there is no I in team... (But there is an M and an E) [/b]
[b]An egotist has one point in his favor - she/he doesn't go around talking about other people! [/b]
[b]Don't believe that sort of rubbish, unless you hear it from me [/b]
[b]I'm so great Im jealous of myself [/b]
[b]Everyone is entitled to my opinion.
Save time... see it my way.[/b]
Mix Day in Ikea
07.12.04 (11:15 pm) [edit]Last Sunday was nice…
went out hunting for a new bed for my brother’s new room..
family outing was always nice…
love it…
But my second bro didn’t join in (he said he has stuffs to do..)
yeah..yeah..
still in the siblings-feud thingy mode…
so that must be the reason that he doesn’t want to tag along…
well..
kinda feel a bit lost without him…
So we went to [b]Ikea[/b]..
for the 1st time since they moved the premise to a bigger venue in Mutiara Damansara….
Very big.. very spacious.. lot of stuffs.. but didn’t bring a lot of money… hihiihihih
So my younger brother was really excited and yeah being [b]a nosy-busy-body-10 year old-self[/b]..
he was the one who grabs the trolley and the big yellow bag…
put it in nicely…
hold the elevator..
grabs the pencil and the shopping list and even the tape measurement….. hiihhiih….
Funny… I was like that when I was a kid… hmm… sumthing still runs in the family.. hiihihihhi
So off we go… browsing around…
checking the furniture… feel the textile texture and softness.. sit in the comfy sofa that we couldn’t afford to buy… jumping on the beds.. drape the comforter over your body… (gosh..feel like a million dollars!)…
close your eyes and just imagined that you are in your own room… ahhh how wonderful it feels.. eventhough it was just for a while.. (just ignore those other people who are busy testing the stuffs that you are still sitting in… nosy..nosy)
So move on to another section… the journey through the Ikea alley was always nice and memorable… the stuffs are to die for..(yeah…with [u]die-die prices[/u]).. they have incurred so much… that is so frustrating… goshhh….
Damn.. feel so frustrated…
So my mom bought 2 metal shelf for the storage store.. I bought myself a metal blue box.. (I would go ga-ga on a metal shiny boxes)…arghhhh… one of my weaknesses..
I just love metal boxes… kinda edgy and a bit retro..
luv it.. luv it.. luv it…
We didn’t get the bed anyway… mom says next time.. she said it is better if my brother pick the bed himself. So.. that means… another trip to Ikea again real soonn…
yeahhhhhhaaa!!!!
So after the check out..
my li’l brother was starving.. he saw the hotdog stand.. We bought 3 hotdogs and 1/2 dozen of curry puffs… those hotdogs tasted like plastic-shit.. taste a lot rubbery…it’s red orange.. yucks…. Those dogs belongs in the rubbish bin….
BUT
the curry puffs saves our day… it was really tasty… nice filling.. creamy..hot and delicious.. it has eggs in it.. nice mixture.. (does this all sounded like a porn …hihihihi)…. Well..that’s wut happened yesterday anyway..
Aha… one more thing…
Went back home.. my brother was not around…I feel like a moron..not talking to my brother for almost [b]3 [/b]days right now…. ([b]it's a S.I.N for NOT talking to someone for almost 3 days[/b])
Those guilty feelings crept into my mind… arghhhh….
I sms my bro… asking him to buy me a packet of juice… he didn’t reply… there goes my chance of reconciliation….
It was almost 12.45 p.m..
heard my brother came back from I don’t know where..
just feeling that he didn’t care…
so I just kept on cleaning my room..
then suddenly I hear footsteps.. a positive one…
it’s coming towards my room…
[b]cheng…cheng…cheng[ /b] ( wut a terrible sound effect…ihihihih.. to add up suspense!!)
.. he stood there in front of my door..
holding that particular orange juice that I’ve asked earlier…
I feel a lot relieved…!
So he gave the drink to me.. I accepted it with an open heart.. we knew that the moment was so tense.. it was a moment to [u]apologizing in silence[/u].. it was our way to break the ice again… yeah.. he smiled.. I smiled… it was OK again… thank God for that moment… feel a lot better… damn better..
Yeah..yeah.. [b]EGO’S[/b]… egoistic people don’t apologise… it’s hard to say [b]SORRY[/b] in the open.. that’s not our nature.. if we did say it out loud… it will end up in a drama-type-tear-jerking-s cene… well we don’t have to say the exact words… we have to act it out.. that’s wut we did.. [b]GIVE & TAKE[/b]…
I’m glad the feud was over……
[u][b]A Little Story[/b][/u]
someone I knew closely had a feud with her brother about sumthing..
and they didn’t keep in touch for almost 8 years right now…
both are hard headed + very much egoistic..
I’ve seen her mum cried over this matter..
it’s NOT a pretty sight at all….
Both are married…and it effects both families as well…
both side are torn apart…
[b]Her mum told me that she was sad that they came from the same womb… why did they turn to be like strangers at the end????... [/b]
she said before she died.. she would like to see them both as siblings again…
I do hope that [u][b]ONE-FINE-DAY[/b][/u ].. she would get her wish…
I’m praying for you too….Tok
It's 1000 babeh...
07.12.04 (10:05 pm) [edit]Waheyyyyyyyyy…
I’ve reached my target number … [u][b]1000 [/b][/u]viewers (and growing)….
I would like to thank everybody and anybody again and again who would take their precious time out just to read out my blog junkie… I feel so much appreciated… I feel so damn happy.. I thought I won’t reached my target until the end of the year.. guess [u]I was wrong[/u]… thanks to you guys for making this a dream come true…
thanks a whole lotttttt……
I’m sooo damn happy…………. I’m so damn excited…. Huggy thanks for all of you out there…
p.s: [b]A little viewing makes a whole lot difference to this strangers life….. [/b] :lol:
It's 5 minutes before 6pm...
07.09.04 (8:01 pm) [edit]It's been a long day here at work...
I'm tired... my friends are tired...
It's 5 minutes before 6pm...
There was a meeting today... I was't paying much attention to it...
My "Boss" talk about raising our wages... but honestly.. I don't care anymore...
If I got a raise then.. I'm thankful...
If I don't get one.. then it's ok... I don't expect any....
These so-called-empty-promises are the usual scene cum environment in my office...
My "I don't care mood" was ON today.. so does Alang..
Just wanna go home...
have a good cold bath...
and indulge myself with games and dvd's
So have to go now...
Ceyaaaa on Monday
Brotherly Love... ohhh really????....
07.08.04 (3:59 pm) [edit]Jokes and goofing around are very essential in everyday life.. you need it to let the stress out…
[b]BUT [/b]
it is NOT fun when it’s over the limit… that’s what happened to me and my brothers last nite.
It all started when my brother decided to pull a trick on me…
1. Both of them lock me out of the car… left me outside
2. They start to laugh out loud… at this point I laugh too…
3. Then they unlocked the door & pretend that they wanted to let me in the car
4. My dumbass bro press the gas paddle and the car move forward.
5. Yeah… I can still have a weary smile on my face…
6. Then he stops the car… I try to get in the car again.. yeah.. you guess it right.. the car move forward again.
7. [b]BIG MISTAKE![/b]
8.Third time the charm…. I just closed the car door and walk home…
9. I didn’t talk to them all nite yesterday… I’m so pissed off..
10. There’s no reason too anyway…
Gosh .. I feel so sad….You can guess on how humiliated I am last nite… it all happened in front of a convenient store.. there were lots of spectators around.. it’s a cruel act I might say…
For god sakes.. I’m not a thing that they can fool around with… I’m their sister.. come on… it is not that I can’t stand a joke but last nite was too much… way gazillion toooo much…..
It breaks my heart… I don’t like to be a joke… I don’t really like to be laugh at… that’s the worst feeling… come on… maybe you guys thought that I’m so emotional in handling this situation but I’m not..
when things got too far… it’s dignity I’m talking about here.. my esteem was at the lowest point last nite…
I could have scream at my brothers in front of all people.. but I choose not too…. I don’t want to embarrass my brothers (see..I still care about their feelings…..that’s what a sister would automatically do after all…..).. I just walk off… I’m having a hard time accepting their attitude yesterday…
anyway… at the end of the day.. I have to accept it.. My brothers.. my flesh and blood… I’m not waiting for apologies.. I know my brothers… they can’t say those words.. they will show it in their faces.. (the egoistic-mania runs in the family!)..
I know deep in my heart last nite they feel guilty.. so let it be… they’ll learn with mistakes.. just in this case I have to be the victim to demonstrate it…sheshhh hate it.. hate it… hate it….
And people… just don’t make me [b]PISSED OFF[/b].. cause if you did… you won’t be hearing from me anymore and your presence would be automatically erased from my memory…
asta-la-vista-babey….
I Was An 80's Child.....
07.07.04 (8:13 pm) [edit]I was born in the year 1980..
that makes me an 80's child..
It was quite an era.. an exciting one.. where people always talks about the future....
I came across this when I was surfing the net...
kinda cool ehh...
[b]You might be a child of the 80's if...[/b]
• You can remember what Michael Jackson looked like before his nose fell off. Or even when he had those freaky eyes in "Thriller" at the end of the video.
• You wore a banana clip or one of those slap on wrist bands at some point during your youth.
• You had slouch socks, and puff painted your own shirt at least once.
• You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, Wax off."
• You can remember watching Full House and Saved by the Bell for endless hours.
• You have seen at least 10 episodes of Fraggle Rock.
• You know that another name for a keyboard is a "Synthesizer."
• You'll always hold a special place in your heart for "Back to the Future."
• You know where to go if you "wanna go where everybody knows your name."
• You thought Molly Ringwald was REALLY cool. (Was there an 80's movie she WASN'T in?)
• You know what "psych" means.
• You fell victim to 80's fashion: big hair, crimped, combed over to the side, and you wore spandex pants.
• You wanted to be a Goonie ("Goonies never say die.")
• You knew "The Artist" when he was humbly called "Prince."
• You ever wore fluorescent -neon if you will- clothing....
• You could breakdance, or wished you could.
• You remember when ATARI was a state-of-the-art video gaming system.
• You own any cassettes or albums.
• You were led to believe that in the year 2000 we'd all be living on the moon.
• You remember and/or own any of the Care Bear glass collection from Pizza Hut.
• "Poltergeist" totally freaked you out.
• You carried your lunch to school in a Gremlins or an ET lunchbox.
• You have ever pondered why Smurfette was the ONLY female smurf.
• You wanted to communicate with Synergy, or you wanted green hair like that lead singer of the Misfits.
• You inserted the word "like" into, like, every sentence.
• You know what a Doozer is.
• You wore biker shorts underneath a short skirt and felt stylish.
• You ever had a Swatch Watch.
• You actually spent countless hours trying to perfect the care-bear stare.
• You remember when Saturday Night Live was funny.
• You had Wonder Woman or Superman Underoos.
• You actually thought "Dirty Dancing" was a REALLY good movie.
• You have heard of "Garbage Pail Kids" (and perhaps still have a collection of them).
• ***Extra point*** You have seen the Garbage Pail Kids TV show. (Only one episode was aired.)
• Punks actually "shocked" people.
• You wanted to be The Hulk or Rainbow Brite for Halloween.
• You believed that "By the power of Greyskull, you HAD the power!"
• You thought that Transformers were more than meets the eye.
• You know what a "Whammy" is. ("No Whammy, no whammy, stop!")
• Partying "like it's 1999" seemed SO far away.
• Songs by Debbie Gibson still haunt you to this day.
• 3 words: "Atari" "IntelliVision" and "Coleco". Sound familiar?
• You remember the days that hooking your computer into your TV wasn't an expensive option that required gadgets - it was the ONLY WAY to use your computer!
• You remember "Friday Night Videos" before the days of MTV.
• You ever owned a pair of "Pop-Wheels" - that handy little combination of shoe and roller skate that lasted about a year on the open market.
• You're PO'd that you couldn't really participate in the 60's, pissed that you were a part of the 70's, think you wasted too much time doing stupid, meaningless things in the 80's, and still have no clue what the 90's are all about.
• While in high school, you and all your friends discussed elaborate plans to get together again at the end of the century and play "1999" by Prince over and over again.
• You remember when music that was labeled "alternative" really was.
• You were shocked and horrified at the Challenger explosion (which you were probably watching in school at the time).
• You watched HR Puffenstuff as a child, but now that you're older, you really understand that it would have been much better had you known about drugs at the time.
• You've recently horrified yourself by using any one of the following phrases:
• "When I was younger"
• "When I was your age"
• "You know, back when..."
• "Because I SAID so, that's why"
• "What the HECK is this noise on the radio?"
• "Just can't (fill in the blank) like I used to"
• You can't remember a time when "going out for coffee" DIDN'T involve 49,000 selections to choose from.
• Schoolhouse Rock played a HUGE part in how you actually learned the English language.
• You ever dressed to emulate a person you saw in either a Duran Duran, Madonna, or Cyndi Lauper video.
• At one point during your teenage years, you walked with a noticeable tilt to one side due to the number of plastic rings on that arm.
• "Celebration" by Kool & the Gang was one of the hot new songs when you first heard it at a school dance.
• The first time you ever kissed someone at a dance fell during "Crazy for You" by Madonna.
• There were at least three people in your school that voluntarily went by the names of "Skip" "Buffy" "Muffy" or "Dexter."
• You ever owned one of those embarrassing crimping irons.
• You used to hold in your head the thought that all those gold chains on Mr. T actually looked kinda cool and the thought that Mr. T made millions seemed rational to you at the time.
• You remember with pain the sad day when the Green Machine hit the streets and made your old big wheel quite obsolete.
• You've gotten this far on the list and aren't totally confused.
• The phrase "Where's the beef?" still doubles you over with laughter.
• You read the "Hot Video Games Player's Secrets" guide for Mortal Kombat just so you could find the hidden screen, and play Pong again for old time's sake
• You're starting to believe that maybe 30 isn't so old after all, and it's those people over 40 you have to look out for.
• Your hair, at some point in time in the 80's, became something which can only be described by the phrase "I was experimenting."
• You've ever shopped at a Banana Republic or Benetton, but not in the last five years, okay?
• You're starting to get that "why aren't you married yet" spiel, not just from parents, but now from friends that are married.
• You ever wanted to be gagged with a spoon.
• When someone mentions two consecutive days of the week, the Happy Days theme is stuck in your head for hours on end.
• You remember "Hey, let's be careful out there."
• You're parents wanted you to attend medical school, but you decided it was pointless since Quincy got all the babes, anyway.
• You had a crush on Jon Bon Jovi, or knew someone who did.
• You thought eating Reese's Pieces would attract your own Alien.
• Your name is Jennifer or Jason.
• You had a poster of Rob Lowe, Kirk Cameron, or Michael J. Fox on your wall.
• You held the top score on Pac-Man.
• You owned a t-shirt that said, "I shot J.R." or know someone who did.
• This rings a bell: "and my name, is Charlie. They work for me."
• You HAD to have your MTV
• You know what a "burnout" is.
• You owned a Jordache anything, or you remember when Jordache jeans were cool.
• You remember when Madonna was just hitting the scene.
• You remember the original version of Windows: Macintosh.
• You thought "Weird Science" was a masterpiece.
• You remember any or all of the following: Echo & the Bunnymen, Cutting Crew, Scritti Politti, or Orchestral Maneuvers in the Dark.
• Chevy Chase was really funny in those vacation movies.
• You actually know who Rick Springfield is
• You remember when film critics raved that no movie could ever possibly get better special effects than those in the movie TRON.
• You jammed to the Miami Vice theme and thought Jan Hammer was cool.
• Guys: You remember when a guy piercing his ear was radical to the max, but did it anyhow.
• You think the colors on this page are really cool.
Phewwww... that was a [u][b]LOTTTTTT[/b][/u] people.... but it was really nice..... gosh .. it brings back
[b]The 80's really ROCK![/b]
I Don't Wanna Know
07.06.04 (3:42 pm) [edit]This song is so addicted... so join me sing this song!
[u][b]I Don't Wanna Know - Mario Winans[/b][/u]
Somebody said they saw you
The person you were kissing wasn’t me
And I would never ask you
I just kept it to myself
I don’t wanna know
If you’re playin’ me, keep it on the low
‘Cause my heart can’t take it anymore
And if you’re creepin’, please don’t let it show
Oh, baby, I don’t wanna know
Oh, oh, baby
I think about it when I hold you
When lookin’ in your eyes, I can’t believe
I don’t need to know the truth
Baby, keep it to yourself
I don’t wanna know
If you’re playin’ me, keep it on the low
‘Cause my heart can’t take it anymore
And if you’re creepin’, please don’t let it show
Oh, baby, I don’t wanna know
Did he touch you better then me (Touch you better then me)
Did he watch you fall asleep (Watch you fall asleep, baby)
Does he show you all those things (Oh)
That you used to do to me (Do to me, baby)
If you’re better off that way (Better off that way)
Baby, all that I can say (All that I can say)
If you’re gonna do your thing
It doesn’t matter to me (Stay away from me, baby)
I don’t wanna know where your whereabouts or how you movin’
I know when you in the house or when you cruisin’
It’s been proven, my love you abusin’
I can’t understand how a man got you choosin’
Undecided, I came and provided
My undivided, you came and denied it
Don’t even try it, I know when you lyin’
Don’t even do that, I know why you cryin’
I’m not applyin’ no pressure
Just wanna let you know that I don’t wanna let you go
And I don’t wanna let you leave
Can’t say I didn’t let you breathe, gave you extra cheese
Put you in the SUV
You wanted ice so I made you freeze
Made you hot like the Western D’s
Now it’s time you invest in me
‘Cause if not then it’s best you leave, holler, yeah
I don’t wanna know
If you’re playin’ me, keep it on the low
‘Cause my heart can’t take it anymore
And if you’re creepin’, please don’t let it show
Oh, baby, I don’t wanna know
If you’re playin’ me, keep it on the low
‘Cause my heart can’t take it anymore
And if you’re creepin’, please don’t let it show
Oh, baby, I don’t wanna know
Superfly For The Month of July!
07.05.04 (8:46 pm) [edit]Wow..it's already July.. the seventh month of the year.. time is running so fast.. feels like I didn't do anything at all...hiihihih....
I just wake up from my deep slumber weekends.. and I do feel a bit fresh today... kinda nice to have a good starting Monday.... it kicks me alive baby...
While tuning to Mix F.M....
“Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby”
It’s been a while that I haven’t heard this song… at first it sounded cheesy and lame… yeah .. it’s like the other cheesy songs… but now.. I kinda like it… it sounded so pure and innocent.. just close your eyes and hear her sing… damn.. it’s relaxing..nice and brings back certain memories…
Then there’s Mario Winan’s with I Don’t Wanna Know…
“I don't wanna know
If your playin me, keep it on the low
Cause my heart can't take it anymore
And if your creepin, please don't let it show
Oh baby, I don't wanna know”
The starting of the song was soo haunting and very much likable… it sounded pretty much like Viva Forever by The Spice Girls.. the meanings of this song is so deep and Mario delivers it with just the right feel and emotional quotient….
shoot..the arrangements..the melody and the sound..was ohh soo-perfect… sheshhh this song has the elements of sticking in people’s mind for a long time… means you would hear people sing..chant and hum this song for a while….
Have you ever noticed that sometimes a song that you’ve heard on the radio describes about you?
Telling the story of your life…
Tell what’s in one’s heart and tell people what you really felt??
Sometimes a song can describe your feelings at the moment…[b]Freaky…[/b]
Sometimes a song helps to heal a broken heart.. that’s how powerful it is…
Maybe..maybe...
I think a song has magical powers as it tells the story of relationship, happy times, break-ups, being broken hearted and even make you get up and move around. It brings back all kinds of memories....
A song is pure as lyrics is actually a poem to describe the way people feels about each other or even about something… it's like telling a story... good and bad ones..
A poem is from the inner heart.. written lots of love or even hatred…
A song is actually a message to be heard out loud.. This is the only medium that succeeds in conveying ones message… just think about it.. people would pay lots of money for a concert... they won't pay much attention to a FREE discussion session.. hiihih (boring zone!).. so if they are smart enough.. get the influenced baby...
hmmm... it's ironic I might say...
[u]p.s:[/u]
Ever wonder why you feel chizells when you hear "YOUR SONG" playing on the radio???... Cause it meant sumthing in your life.. your private life that is..
[b]Only you and that person knows the value of your song.... [/b]
[u]p.s.s:[/u]
just don't be drowned in it 24 hours... remember you have other obligations too!...
It's Reality Friday
07.02.04 (10:29 pm) [edit]I’m still in my office…
I like being here at this time… there’s no shouting.. there’s no mumbling… I feel free mostly… doing the stuffs that I love (yeah..considered blogging is one of the activities that I love)… I hear laughing and people having fun...
Had 2 days off.. that’s why I’m not around.. had terrible flu on Wednesday.. got MC for 2 days... can’t even afford to stand still.. had to tidy up my room… now.. everybody is sleeping in my room.. I mean my brothers and my mom.. sheshh.. kinda like living in a really crampy house.. hope it’s just for a while.. I can’t stand it.. my body can’t stand it.. it hurts when I get up every morning.. kinda tense up my whole system..
Had quite a good news.. got an interview.. went for it.. and seems like I had to go a few more test to get thru.. wow talk about finding quality… I managed to go through the first phase.. and a few more phase to go and a TEST… damn.. now I’m worried… sheshh.. I have to go through it to go to the next level.. it’s like playing a strategy game where I need a lot patience and strategize my move all the way..
I really need to get out of my current job right now… It doesn’t feel right being here where I can’t never do the stuffs that I really like.. I need to move on.. better now than never right??...
I’m not hypocrite in any way.. it’s for my own self.. I’ve been delaying my own needs for the sake of others.. damn.. for the sake of others.. I’ve been cruel not to anyone but myself.. so it’s time to act up.. pack my bags and leave.. I’m going.. for good.. (ain’t talking about 6 feet under guys.. for a better prospect.. and for better me)…
Someone did ask me just a second ago.. “Have you been working any where else before this??”… I said “No”… He said “ You’ll know after this…”… yeah.. I can imagine it right now… I can imagined.. the difference of the environment in the working zones. I would be lonely..there’s no doubt about that…. I’ll probably miss my friends most.. the friendship and the memories that I built here is forever.. Can’t deny that a bit… really… I’m a softie at heart..
IF and ONLY IF… my company treat me right..then I woudn’t have seconds thoughts about leaving….
For now… I just wanna leave…
p.s: say I'll see you again.... later on Monday.... take care